让幸福的感觉和我一起成长~
Aug
17
眼看让这里空了快三个月了，不是没有感触可抒发而是感触太多在总结的过程中总是相互纠结，扯的自己的心思七零八落的没有一块完整的支撑。这几天晚上连着做噩梦，不是传统意义上的妖魔鬼怪，而是再现实不过的人间悲剧，统统发生在我身上，梦中的我中毒般陷入深深的恐惧。早上醒来开始怀念曾经朝夕相处的你们，和自己同言无忌的女孩，和自己同一天出生的女孩，你们在异乡还好吗？真的真的很想念你们。
May
22
此时此刻，房子里只有我一个人，一个人的lonely night，没有任何人的回音，宝的也没有。
这难得的宁静，我想好好享受。。。。。。
May
17
黄河要在我家乡，我都不知道跳多少回了
Let it be......
May
11
晚上十点，一个人从一层爬到二十二层，只为拖延时间在爸妈面前掩饰自己的悲伤。
心里从来没有这么苦过，过去种种在今天一股脑涌上心头，再也止不住的泪水顺脸颊滑落洒在回家的路上。被你训斥和辱骂我都经历过了，等待我的还有什么。
我这个女人怎么做的这么失败，完全没有自我了，心里好害怕。。。。。。
May
11
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone
i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
it's a little too late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong
but you're just a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
but you're just a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone
i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
it's a little too late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong
but you're just a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
but you're just a boy
